i am
-cold
-tired
-in love
-still bitching

everything is poetic i am waitin and my lines are blurring together i cannot get it together to pull it in and make sense of the whole thing that is my life i am in love for the first time to a boy who has a soul i can feel when he isn't even there.

and of course all i want to do is be in his arms and be free but i cannot even think ofanything else because i cannot get enough of his love like fire or oxygen love you are amazing.

you should all be jealous.

Once there was a way to get back homeward
Once there was a way to get back home
Sleep pretty darling do not cry
And I will sing a lullaby

Golden Slumbers fill your eyes
Smiles awake you when you rise
Sleep pretty darling do not cry
And I will sing a lullaby

Once there was a way to get back homeward
Once there was a way to get back home
Sleep pretty darling do not cry
And I will sing a lullaby.

Boy you're gonna carry that weight
Carry that weight a long time.
Boy you're gonna carry that weight
Carry that weight a long time.
I never give you my pillow
I only send you my invitations and in the
middle of the celebrations I break down
Boy you're gonna carry that weight
Carry that weight a long time...

Oh Yeah alright
are you gonna be in my dreams
tonight.
And in the end the love you take
is equal to the love you make
Ah.

- also, i love you very much.